Things arise that you once knew so well, you try so hard to forget and know in your heart you are better off.
Until that one moment when you let your guard down a tiny flash of a memory darts before your eyes and it feels like the hardest thing not to follow behind it into the abyss of what you know is wrong, and bad.
It feels as if it were forever ago. My life was totally different it consisted of such different people, past times, and ideals. I'm totally excited for everything that is going to come my way but I still kind of miss the things I've had to let go to achieve what my goals are now. I know I am better off mentally, emotionally and even physically but, I am still going to slightly long for the days that have past. 